❤ That divine feeling ❤

It’s so weird that we as a society don’t talk about love so much. It could even be seen as a childish or naive topic to some. Even though it’s the basis of all of our relationships. It’s the basis of our lives. People make social policies based on foundations of our lives. It’s the feeling that so many people can’t ever fully describe with mereeee words or actions or smell or any of the senses. That everlasting emotion that we can place on multiple places, people, things, and ourselves.

Oooooofity, I fell in love with someone’s spirit in New York ACCIDENTALLY on 1/28/2021. I really get why people say fell. It feels like a tumble. Flying down the cliff and I didn’t even know I was on top of the cliff. But the air feels really good while falling, is this what skydiving feels like??? And my body feels so warm and filled, maybe even overfilled? leaking and oozing out as people told me today i’m looking Different… my energy has shifted.. If there are gods responsible for this, then I would love to thank every single one of them with a kiss on their feet while feeding yall okra curry and haldi doodh to get you sleeping soundly in the night! o gods, i hope everyone gets to experience this god given freeing feeling.

Just last week I was healthy stressing because one of my coworkers got a heart attack working with COVID-19 situations and it’s getting more hectic as a contact tracer with ALL THESE NEW STRAINS POPPIN OUTTA NO WHERE. I was stressed with law school starting up again. I was stressed in making sure my brother wasn’t feeling alone while doing remote schooling as a 7th grader. I was stressing for my friends. I was stressed in general trying to abolish courts in Connecticut and planning that all out with people and mutual aids. And this week, just yesterday with this personnnnn — — all of my stresses flew away even though all those duties are still there. This love got me feeling like a bird that was able to miraculously fly to the universe. Flapping all the way, seeing the beauty of the expansive galaxy… and lungs about to explode from the different air hit rate. But it’s not exploding… it’s just kind of staying there… and bird body is filled up with the galaxy… wow mashallllllllllah……….. whoever allowed us to feel love…. a big thank you to You! Im gonna cryyyy :’) my scorpio rising with my cancer sun and leo moon is having a ball..about to give all my lovings so we can both share our completeness with each other.. and the world ❤ ruh roh

Anyway, going to keep going deeeeep in my purpose! Best believe the law we know today, will be abolished by 2022! This love isn’t the distracting type… this is that wooooow how are people born into this world so beautiful type? This is the .. life is a divine experience and i want to keep getting reincarnated into this world a hundred times over type of love.. anyway will be going even ocean deeper dive in my soul mission.. reimagining the world with love, in love, while loving, making love. an abundance of blessings to all of my lovers and lovee’s, wishing y’all extra purposeful love in all aspects of your life because there can never be enough of it ❤

i love you ❤

don’t be scared of loving.. don’t be scared of falling.. the galaxy will always catch us.. and our wings will always keep flapping with every fall.. this divine feeling..

ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा
ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी
या ग़रीब नवाज़, या ग़रीब नवाज़
या ग़रीब नवाज़, या ग़रीब नवाज़ (या मोइनुद्दीन)
या मोइनुद्दीन, या मोइनुद्दीन

या ख्वाजा जी, या ख्वाजा जी
या ख्वाजा जी, या ख्वाजा जी, या ख्वाजा जी

ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा, दिल में समा जा
शाहो का शाह तू, अली का दुलारा
ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा, दिल में समा जा
शाहो का शाह तू, अली का दुलारा

ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा, दिल में समा जा
ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा, दिल में समा जा
बेकसों की तक़दीर, तूने है संवारी (तूने है संवारी)
बेकसों की तक़दीर, तूने है संवारी (तूने है संवारी)
ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा

तेरे दरबार में ख्वाजा नूर तो है देखा

तेरे दरबार में ख्वाजा सर झुकातें है औलिया
तू है उनलवली ख्वाजा, रुतबा है प्यारा
चाहने से तुझको ख्वाजा जी, मुस्तफ़ा को पाया

ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा (ख्वाजा, ख्वाजा)
दिल में समा जा (समा जा, समा जा)
शाहो का शाह तू (शाह तू)
अली का दुलारा

Hmm, मेरे पीर का सदका, मेरे पीर का सदका
है मेरे पीर का सदका, तेरा दामन है थामा
ख्वाजा जी

टली हर बला हमारी, छाया है खुमार तेरा
जितना भी रश्क़ करे बेशक, तो कम है ऐ मेरे ख्वाजा
तेरे क़दमों को मेरे रहनुमा नहीं छोड़ना गंवारा

ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा (ख्वाजा, ख्वाजा)
दिल में समा जा (समा जा, समा जा)
शाहो का शाह तू, अली का दुलारा
ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा (ख्वाजा, ख्वाजा)
दिल में समा जा (समा जा, समा जा)
शाहो का शाह तू, अली का दुलारा

ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा, दिल में समा जा
ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा, दिल में समा जा
बेकसों की तक़दीर, तूने है संवारी
बेकसों की तक़दीर, तूने है संवारी
ख्वाजा मेरे ख्वाजा, दिल में समा जा
शाहो का शाह तू, अली का दुलारा

ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी
ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी
ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी
ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी
ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी
ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी, ख्वाजा जी